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shamefully Super Sad
shamefully Super Sad its Sad if all your left with is a Blue Pill on Valentines ~ real SAD shamefully Super sad ~ its just sad ~ well I can officially say im vulnerable just in Lady ways ~ & last time I checked thats not a crime ~ ticks in all categories of being a real woman in both levels of discomfort ~ now that I know how vulnerable I am it makes me more cautious ~ when you know or realise some one is really horrible to you ~ it makes it difficult for me actually consider them now on my way forward ~ ~ im a very beautiful fragile Lady ~ with a Great Heart of Stone & with physical disabilities that make me even more beautifully fragile there is nobody on the planet I can trust even the Doctors im scared off ~ they can make decisions based on my ability to cope ~ if I cant they could lock me away ~ for eternity ~ slowly hide the list of things I cant do ~ & rip up the list of things I would like to do ~ technically impossible there is always a day when you know ~ well ~ in order to decide whether to take the blue pill or the red pill you have to be in the clearest mind in my case im very much happy with the Blue Pill {trinity dies} ~ that moment ~ in a ladies life when you realise you cant continue with him on his journey ~ too painFULL ~ & ~ physically im unable too ~ & ~ he is not Neo or any other Great representation of Man {as I know know it } ~ ~ sad ~ & amazing I have to drink lots of water at times ~ convinced I could leave myself dehydrated if I cry too much ~ crying actually doesnt cook ~ its an acknowledgement of not being able to do the things I can no longer happily do creatively on a once normal basis ~ just add heat ~ irony off options ~ amazing one day fine next day ~ pain Full & just knowing who is not there its horrible when Drs ask how bad is the agony ~ you look back at them with the Dont ask ? my arms gone & therefore ~ in the eyes of Phallic Law ~ couldnt even really give him a wank ~ irony ~ Dear Dr is really bad my agony ~ cant cook cant wank a cock ~ ~~~~~~ I dont know if vulnerable is a crime or position a person is in or a feeling of not being able to work out what is dangerous or not ~ who to trust ~ I feel like one of those MURDER VICTIMS on investigation & crimes channels ~ & thats so unfair ~ I think I need a new Light Saber ~ forget the things I cant do & re-Member the things I can do ~ or I would like to think I can Do ~ |
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