I have rewritten my profile several times this week LOL Contrary to what my screen name Suggests, which I have to change at some point. I am looking for a female friend and companion. Somebody that I can feel comfortable spending time with. Somebody who is intellectually mature and compatible with my lifestyle. And honestly, if it was all just about sex, I would find it easier to continue talking with cam models. Lifestyle? I am a lonely guy looking for a lonely woman. As cliche as it sounds. I like walking on beaches and in the forest enjoying nature. I don't mind large outdoor crowds. But I am uncomfortable in bars and restaurants. I enjoy cooking and eating-in. Spending a quiet night cuddling on the couch watching movies, or sitting at a campfire. So yes, firstly I am looking for a friend. A compatible woman to enjoy time with. And if romance grows from that, that would be fucking splendid ;-) . Sometimes I have difficulty with social cues. quite often I look back at situations and see that I was being too much of a gentleman. Women need to be a little more assertive with me to let me know what it is that they desire. Simple physical affection will do the trick. But choose wisely before you remove the leash LOL. I you not. The most exciting thing to happen to me during 2023 was photographing an owl that landed in my backyard, Then a few weeks later a Pileated Woodpecker. Sometimes on a warm Saturday night, I will go down to the sea wall at listening to live music. Occasionally talking to the drunks LOL. If you are picking up on the theme. I'm a recluse person. This is because I have anxiety and panic attacks. Meeting people for the first time in the past has proven to be disastrous LOL. However, the panic and anxiety usually subsides after I remove myself from the situation. Think my ideal companion would be somebody who has similar feelings. Somebody who has had a similar history with anxiety would be able to empathize and be more willing to adjust. And give us the time to get comfortable with each other. Career: This part will send most women running LOL. At the moment I am a full-time caregiver for my 91-year-old mother in her home. I do not get paid to do this. I have no income. I have not been able to find At-Home remote employment. Formally I was a commercial truck driver for 23 years. When my Ex got cancer and our marriage started falling apart. I began having panic attacks while I was driving and I eventually lost my job. Over the years I have tried several different occupations and the anxiety always seems to make it difficult for me to work with people. I will save that rant for another day. Marriage: My Ex and I have not lived together for over 10 years, And since our are adults now. We have no reason to talk. In all aspects, we live completely separate lives. Nothing complicated there. Still reading? lol. Wow you have the patience of a saint hee hee Kinks? Boob fetish, "all sizes, shapes and colors" Mmmm boobies! I love, love, BIG NIPPLES, and big dark areola. I just get so turned on by looking down blouses, no bra wet blouse, hard nips, little flashes of side boob, sunlight shining thru your shirt. Most of the time, nudity is only the second half of the fun. I got a boner writing that lol. Yes, I am aware I am a pervert ;-) I get hot from exhibitionism. secret sex play in public, and skinny dipping in places we could get caught is a real turn-on. My anxiety in these situations gives me an extra sense of excitement.... it's a rush! I never will be into men. But out of boredom, I enjoy entertaining men who voyeur me on my web camera for tips, that I give to female models for my pleasure. I would love to find a woman who would be into playing with me in my shows. Perhaps it would draw a different kind of crowd. But this is not a priority and not something that I would pressure a woman to do, just a dirty fantasy I have. I have an anal prostate vibrator and a dildo that I use in my shows, they feel nice, but I'd much rather be using them on a woman. Okay guess that's it for now Until I decide to rewrite this profile again lol.

My Ideal Person I guess like all guys my age I'm looking for a woman who is into no strings, 20-ish years younger than me. But I know this is fantasy talking. I've been a Sub in all of my relationships, all the way back to my first. It would be nice to change that, but not a deal breaker.

In the section "Who do I want to meet?" I include women, couples man/woman, couples 2 women, and Trans. I am Str8 Cisgender guy, but I respect people from all walks of life in their effort to be true to themselves! That does not mean I want to jump in bed with them.

And yeah sure, I'm a pervert, if the two women were attractive to me I'd like a WMW once before I die lol